Erin Kuhn-Krueger

About Erin Kuhn-Krueger

Erin Kuhn-Krueger is a 5x miscarriage survivor (including a daughter, Baby Krueger, at 16 weeks 6 days), and a 2x stillbirth survivor (twins, Sarah and Benjamin, at 20 weeks 5 days). After her 4th loss, Erin created the blog and resource portal, Will CarryOn, for those experiencing baby loss, and learning to live and survive life after loss. She writes from the heart, touching on oft-taboo subjects, showcasing the struggles, determination and hope that have kept her (and her husband) together, and moving forward. She believes the more people talk about baby loss, the less alone those walking a similar path will feel. Erin received a B.A. in Journalism and Mass Communication from Drake University where she studied advertising and marketing. She uses her personal experiences and marketing background to shape her advocacy work and community outreach in the adoption, loss and infertility arena. In addition to her writing, Erin also works as the Community Outreach Director for The Blossom Method, a center providing therapeutic support and counseling for infertility, miscarriage, stillbirth, baby loss, pregnancy after loss, postpartum depression, and more. Erin and her husband, Aaron, live in Chicago, and are parents of a son, C, by way of domestic adoption (May 2013), and another son, J, after successfully carrying a pregnancy to term (August 2014). You can find her on Twitter, and follow Will CarryOn on Twitter and Facebook.

B’sha’ah Tovah: All in Good Time

I used to be a pretty superstitious person. And then all of sudden, I wasn't. Well that's not entirely true, I may still have some leftover quirks, but after we lost Baby Krueger, I realized that I just can't be that person any more. While I've never been a gambler, playing the odds when it [...]

By | 2017-07-11T08:19:55+00:00 July 11th, 2017|28weeks, Adoption, Pregnancy|0 Comments

Finding Presence of Mind During PAL

It never really goes away, does it? The fear. The anxiety. The wonder and worry. Sure it subsides sometimes, even for long periods of time, but it is always happy to rear its ugly head and hit you smack in the face when you're not expecting it. I guess I should've expected it in pregnancy [...]

By | 2017-06-13T07:57:24+00:00 June 13th, 2017|24weeks, Pregnancy|9 Comments

The Pregnancy After Pregnancy After Loss

I'd say I don't know why I haven't written about it sooner, but that's not true. I know why: I'm scared. Terrified actually. I've realized that I don't like to talk about it. I don't like to actually tell people that I'm pregnant. I'm much rather they hear it from someone else, or can tell [...]

By | 2017-05-09T09:40:50+00:00 May 9th, 2017|19weeks, Pregnancy|2 Comments

The Chosen Ones: Getting The Call

"They chose you." It was the call we'd been waiting for, and one we were terrified by. After all, we had received a call like this once before, only to end in the disappointment of a failed match. So this time, we were excited and hopeful, but cautious because we didn't want to get hurt [...]

By | 2017-03-14T11:50:23+00:00 March 14th, 2017|Adoption, Parenting After Loss|2 Comments

The Gender Connection: Why We Chose to Find Out

When you get engaged, the first question you hear is "When's the wedding?" Then you get married, and it turns to "When are you going to have a baby?" And when you're lucky enough to get pregnant, everyone is quick to ask, "Are you going to find out?" (let alone, when's the next one). I used to [...]

By | 2017-02-07T10:29:15+00:00 February 7th, 2017|Pregnancy|1 Comment

The Importance of Family in Pregnancy After Loss

When we got the call that we were matched for a possible adoption two weeks after we lost Sarah and Benjamin, we told no one. Six weeks later, that match fell through, and our decision was validated. We held in the news that we were chosen by our son's birthparents until about a week before his [...]

By | 2017-01-10T12:56:13+00:00 January 10th, 2017|Adoption, Emotional Health, Pregnancy|11 Comments

What Makes a Family?

"Oh, they're brothers. So they were adopted together?" This was the question Aaron and I were recently asked during a school-related meeting for our older son. It is fascinating to me (and often times enraging), that people think this way. We have two living sons. Of course they are brothers. Yes, one came to us through [...]

By | 2016-12-13T10:20:17+00:00 December 13th, 2016|Adoption, Parenting After Loss|3 Comments

Holding onto Hope: The Cubs, World Series and Pregnancy After Loss

Every year come April, as baseball season starts, I tell myself: This is the year! This is the year that the Chicago Cubs will finally go all of the way! It doesn't matter if it is completely obvious that this isn't the case. I hope, and I believe. I've cheered on season after season, many fading from existence [...]

By | 2016-11-08T07:47:44+00:00 November 8th, 2016|Parenting After Loss, Pregnancy|2 Comments

The Joy and Wonder of Parenting after Pregnancy Loss

One loss became two, became three, became four, became five, became seven. The calendar turned from 2008 to 2009 to 2010 to 2011 to 2012 to 2013. 5 miscarriages. 2 stillbirths. 1 failed adoption match. 5 years. At several points along the way, the doubt of ever being able to parent swept over Aaron and [...]

By | 2016-10-13T17:07:35+00:00 September 13th, 2016|Adoption, Parenting After Loss|1 Comment

The Emotions of the Positive Pregnancy Test After Loss

I still have J's positive pregnancy test. Is that weird? He turns 2 this weekend, and it's still something I look at every day. I'm not sure why, but I keep it in the medicine cabinet just behind my toothpaste. So I see it every day, twice a day. Perhaps to the average folks out there it [...]

By | 2016-10-13T17:07:52+00:00 August 9th, 2016|Parenting After Loss, Pregnancy|1 Comment